After
talking to Dr. Abernathy, Sam is distracted and distant.
Sam
wasn't very talkative at dinner. Even the subject of music didn't
grasp his attention for long. His friends couldn't get a rise out of
him until Carlos tossed down his napkin.
"You
know, man, I been thinking about what you said about Warren Haynes'
guitar playing. I think Eddie Van Halen is better."
Sam's
eyes narrowed. "I know what you're trying to do. You're trying
to suck me into an argument about guitarists and it's not going to
work."
"No,
man. Just stating a fact. Haynes is good, no doubt. But Van Halen.
Way better."
Rolling
his eyes, Sam crossed his arms and long legs. He glared at Carlos.
"What's this really about? You don't think that. You told me
yesterday you hate Van Halen."
"You're
not yourself, dude. You okay?" Tim asked.
"I'm
good. I'm just dandy." His response was somewhat hostile.
Excusing himself, he took his dishes to the kitchen.
All
eyes turned to Emma for explanation.
"Don't
look at me. I have no idea. Excuse me." She got up and followed
him, her dishes in hand.
Sam
said nothing, merely took her dishes and rinsed them.
"Are
you okay?"
"I'm
fine. Peachy." He tried to walk away, but her hand on his arm
stopped him.
"You're
upset about something. We can all tell. Are you worried about Hempe?"
He
shook his head, jaw working.
"Sam.
Don't lie to me. I know you're worried. I'm terrified."
He
held out his arms, taking her in his embrace. Emma clung to him,
whimpering. The others started clearing the table, so the two of them
moved into the community room.
"I
always worry about your safety, Em. But we're safe here. You have to
realize that. We've got armed guards and gates—"
"And
you're still worried. I'm not the one who needs convincing, you are.
If you relaxed, I'd relax. You're so tense." She felt his arms
and the span of his shoulders. "Oh, baby. This no sex thing is
killing you."
"You
think?" He stalked away, hand tugging his hair. "Two weeks.
I can handle two weeks." God, I can't handle two more f**king
weeks!
"This
isn't any easier for me, you know. At least you have the means to do
something about yours. I just have to suffer. So, unless you've got a
vibrator in your pants, along with that really delicious dick, shut
up."
Vera
happened to walk in right as she said that. A loud snort startled Sam
and Emma.
"Sorry.
Not exactly the conversation I thought we'd be having." Vera
turned to go.
"No,
you can stay," Emma said. "Tell him, though, it's no easier
on women than it is on men. He seems to think he corners the market
on lust, because he has testicles."
"Oh,
babe, you wish. We may not get wood, but I assure you that we get to
hurtin' too. Need that good lovin'. You can smack it. I don't know
about sugar pea, but it's not easy pleasuring myself. I can't seem to
get off on it at all."
"Nope,"
Emma replied. "Requires other equipment entirely."
Sam
had to laugh. They both sounded so serious, he knew they were telling
the truth. It put his own misery in perspective. "Okay. I'm
being a dick."
"No,
babe, but you've got one," Vera said. "And I'm
guessing...." she narrowed her eyes, staring at his fly. "It's
a nice one."
His
hand went over his groin and he felt like she was trying to remove
his jeans with her eyes. "Stop that!"
"It's
a very nice one," Emma said. She held out her hands, index
fingers about eight inches apart.
"F**king
stop it!" Sam yelled.
Molly
walked in, giving him the evil eye. He reached in his pocket and
handed her a dollar.
"I
don't give change," she replied.
"Keep
it. I've said a few you missed."
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