Morgan
cleared his throat pointedly. Cullen looked at him again and dropped
his eyes to the table, his ears and neck reddening.
"I'm
sorry, I did it again. Perhaps I should just go back on stage. I
don't make quite so big an ass of myself there." He rose to
leave.
"It's
okay," Tanya said. "I've been feeling rather like the whole
family is traipsing around like the Lord of the Dance, and I'm
the one person in the audience who doesn't know Michael Flatley."
Cullen
laughed, throwing his head back as he threw himself back into the
chair. "Oh, God, Morgan! Where did you find this woman, and can
I possibly steal her from you? Jesus, she's refreshing! You two
really must have just met, if you don't know about Vanessa."
"Cullen,
why don't you go back on stage?" Morgan's voice held an edge. He
was getting angry with his brother.
"God,
Morgan, calm down, would you? Can't I even say her name without you
having a shit fit?" His voice became taunting like a little
child. "Vanessa, Vanessa, Vanessa."
"Cullen,"
it was Molly this time. "Your break's over, go back on stage.
The band's waiting."
"Join
us in a set, Morph?" Cullen hardly seemed to realize he'd nearly
caused World War III.
"Not
tonight, Cull. I've got to see the lady home soon. She's had a long
day."
"K.
Nice to meet you, Tanya."
He
kissed her hand and left for the stage, hopping up as the band began
their introduction. He slid to a halt in the middle of the stage,
grabbing the microphone, singing without missing a beat. His voice
was strong and he used it with skill, encompassing a broad range of
styles. Tanya was very impressed.
Morgan
glared after his brother, breathing deeply through his nose and
exhaling through his mouth as if trying to calm down. He sat tight
lipped, not talking for several tense minutes as Tanya sipped her
drink, trying to pretend everything was normal.
"I
shouldn't have come here tonight," Morgan said so softly she
almost didn't hear him.
Not
sure it was directed at her, she chose to answer it anyway. "Families
can always find the most effective ways to embarrass you. My brothers
have done it to me many times before, so I understand."
"Dredged
up humiliating subjects to torment you in front of someone you hoped
to impress, did they?" His nostrils were pinched and he attacked
his steak as if it had done him a bad turn.
"They
showed my prom date pictures of me playing in the mud when I was two.
I was completely naked, covered from head to foot in black mud.
Except, of course, where my diaper had been. When the picture was
taken, I had just whipped it off, holding it triumphantly in one hand
like a banner."
"Ouch."
"Then
later, they proceeded to tell my future ex-husband that I liked to
sleep in the nude when I was a teenager. Oh, and they also told him
the name of the boy I'd lost my virginity to in high school. The only
thing about that was, I didn't lose my virginity in high school, to
him or anyone else. I waited until I was in college."
"How
about telling every woman you're ever seen with, the name of the one
who broke your heart in a million tiny pieces, ground them under
foot."
"Oh,
God. Vanessa?"
He
nodded. "Vanessa. So now you know my dirty, little secret. And
now you know why I buried myself in the rebuilding of that car for
the last six months, and haven't dated."
"Avery,"
she said flatly.
"I
beg your pardon?"
"Clifton
Avery," she said tersely. "That's the name of my ex. Pretty
much a similar story, only he dragged me through a very ugly divorce,
that was finalized about a month before Gran died. He ran me into
incredible debt, then told me he'd sell the house, and everything
else he could get his hands on, to pay for it. So I understand,
Morgan."
Morgan
signaled Duke, who left the women he'd been flirting with and
sauntered over to their table. He leaned over, exposing a very fine
view of his ass to the women. One of them looked ready to faint, two
were practically drooling.
"We
need a carry home box, Duke. Oh, and house specials to go, okay?"
"Sure,
Morph. Be right back."
He
swaggered off in the direction of the kitchen and came back a few
minutes later carrying styro-foam boxes, two were open and one was
closed. He expertly transferred the contents of their plates to the
boxes, closed them with a flourish and presented them to Tanya in a
bag.
Morgan
tried to hand him a tip, but he brushed it aside. "Your money
isn't good here, Morph. You know that. Bring the lady back again, she
gives the place class."
Bold
as brass, he kissed Tanya on the cheek and grinned at his uncle. They
did some sort of complicated handshake and Morgan guided her toward
the front door. They passed the band just as Cullen had launched into
a love ballad about heartache and abandonment that tore at Tanya's
heart like a metal rake. She paused by the door, turning to listen to
the song's end with her eyes closed.
"That's
beautiful," she whispered. "Who wrote it?"
"I
did," Morgan answered just as softly. "And I think I wrote
it for you, as much as I did for myself."
Impulsively,
Tanya hugged him tightly around the shoulders, then pulled away as if
she'd been shocked. She hardly knew the man, but she felt drawn to
him like she did no other.
I'm
being too bold. What will he think of me?
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